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    Layout: Detonated Love
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    Edited: Shamita
    28 July 2007
    4:03 PM

    i know i dont love a heartless person.
    no matter what others say, i KNOW that she isnt heartless.
    anyway its only human to make mistakes.
    when pple make mistakes, they attempt to redeem themselves.
    like if you fail an exam, you study harder to do well for the next exam.
    but some mistakes cannot be undone.
    and my mistake was to fall in love with her.
    and there is no way to redeem myself.
    i think Hydrogen shd know me better.
    that time isnt gonna make me forget her.
    i've said it a million times.
    that i cant live without her.
    and its true.
    it feels like im dying slowly and silently.
    the mischievous side of me disappeared.
    and then the happiness and peace went away.
    and now, even the smiles are fading off.
    coz shes my everything and without her, im nothing.

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